Sunday, March 19, 2006

Disturbing dreams

I hate disturbing dreams. When I got back from Wes's, I was feeling so good and so happy. I was amazed at how Wes is just so perfect for me and how much he loves me. We're so comfortable together and can talk about anything. He thinks I'm the sexiest woman in the world, not just physically, but as a whole being, all of me. I was feeling happy and wonderful and not so stressed out about everything. And then I had that stupid dream last night.

I have vivid dreams all the time and I usually remember them. I once had a dream that continued in the same place it had left off the night before, for two whole weeks. And I dream about all sorts of stuff (yes, I still have the dream where I can't find where I'm supposed to turn in my papers at the end of the semester and if I don't get there I'm going to fail. No, I'm not naked). Last night, the dream was just weird. As are all my dream where I am in Las Vegas again. And all my Las Vegas dreams take place at the location of the school I went to. So, what was so disturbing? This dream had Charley AND Andrea in it. Will these two never go away? Will they always haunt Wes and I at some subconscious level? Suffice it to say, when the dream ended I didn't know where Wes was and couldn't get a hold of him. I knew he was with Charley, but that was it. And I called Andrea a bitch. That kind of felt good. I don't know why I had this dream. I hate waking up after stuff like that, because now I'm going to feel funny all day.

Although, Andrea did piss me off again. She sent me an e-mail asking me where she should send the wedding gift. (no, that part didn't piss me off). I told her to Wes's, but that we were moving into a different place in May, so she should wait until after that. I mean, we're not having the ceremony until the fall! She e-mailed back: I want his current address now. And I think that was the only line in the e-mail. She can send something, but he's at work for 12 to 14 hours a day almost 6 days a week, so he won't be signing for any packages. Maybe she's thinking she'll just send a gift and then be done with us, which wouldn't be a bad thing.

Today, I am finishing that stupid 20 page paper that has hung over my head for so long because I couldn't figure out what to do, and then did a crappy job at it so I had to do it all over again. I will finish grading some of the mid-terms. I will attempt to write a 7 page paper for one of my other professors, and I will study for the oral exam I am having tomorrow, over what, I'm not quite sure. I hope you all have a great day.

And then, if all that weren't enough, I just saw this story:
Voikovskiia is the metro stop where my friend lives. The metro I took every day this past summer and will take again this summer (if it's fixed). I hope they're ok. I'm going to have to e-mail them.


Queen of Ass said...

Eh. I hate those type dreams. They're haunting. But you know, you DO have a right to be that happy. To be damn blissful, actually. You deserve that. Maybe every time you think of the dream, you could make the choice to think of your husband instead...?

Good luck on all your papers, sweetie.

minnie said...

sorry your dream is freaking you out a little. hopefully it won't affect your day too much.