it pours. Or, I have seriously pissed off some gods and I don't know how to fix it. Which of the bad news do you want first? We'll start with the bad and pathetic but I'll get over it. That paper that I was working on and turned in before I went to see Wes. The one I had to finish because it was due 2 1/2 years ago and I have to finish all my incompletes to pre-lim. The one that was keeping me from reading my pre-lim lists. Well, my professor wants to re-write it. It's not good enough. So, once again, I'll be spending large quantities of time, time I don't feel like I have, working on this paper. I'm going to be getting a lot less sleep for the next 6 weeks. I guess it's good Wes isn't here, because I get really pissy when I'm tired. My computer screen is also really dark. If it goes out, I will be so screwed, since as a student, it is my life.
The really bad news. Wes leaves for 6 months deployment this November. He was supposed to go next July, 2007, which would have worked well, because I am leaving for Russia in August 2007, so we would be gone at the same time. Now, he will miss Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year's, our first anniversary, Valentine's Day, my birthday. Then when I leave, I'll miss our Sep. anniversary, Thanksgiving, I'm planning on coming home for Christmas, but I'll miss our second official anniversary, Valentine's Day, my birthday, and should be home by July. Basically, over the next two years, the first two years of our marriage, we'll only be together for 6 months. This is going to be hard. But, on a good note, I will probably be able to see him next month, for a weekend. That's good. I'll take that, for now.
Wes is so sweet though. Last night, he asked if Andrea had "come to her senses yet and called and apologized." No, she hasn't, and no, she won't. I have decided I'll send her a birthday e-mail tomorrow and then try to let things fade after that.
Finally, I need some opinions. As most of you know, I don't want to ever be pregnant. I want to be a mom and I plan on adopting one or two kids, but I never want to push a baby out of my body. As a result, Wes wants to get snipped. I have mixed feelings about this. What do you guys think. If I say yes, he wants to do it asap so we don't have to worry about pesky birth control the few times we get to see each other.
ok, on to that paper.