Sunday, May 29, 2005

Big sigh of relief

Well, Wes left today. And the big sigh of relief is NOT because he is gone. I'm actually going to miss him. We ended up having a great week, lot's of long talks and I think we may even have a future. We talked about family, growing up, school, church, religion, personal beliefs, relationships, stability, travel, food, sex, kids, adoption, money, marriage and feelings. Feelings: not a topic I enjoy discussing. Wes has them, strong. At this point, I have them, but they're not that strong. I think we would be very happy if we were together. And I've never really thought that about anyone. I also know I could fall in love with him. So I guess it just comes down to the timing and distance thing. He thinks it's possible. I just don't know yet. I will just sit back and see. Besides, I leave for Russia in 10 days and have a ton of stuff to do before then.

So, the big sigh is because it went well. Better than I thought. At this point, he appears willing to be very patient about everything. We will see what happens.

Did I mention that at the zoo, the cow licked my arm? It was weird. Also, my nephew looks so old in the pictures I just got back. I already miss him too.



Bart's Camille said...

Well, I heaved a big sigh of relief when I read your post. It sounds like you've got a good handle on this. I'm so glad you had a nice time, you needed it! I love you! Camille

tani said...

glad things went well girl! he sounds like a good guy. have a good time in russia! i'm a lil jealous i gotta tell ya!

Queen of Ass said...

Cool! Glad things are okay! In the meantime, just take it easy, like you're doing.