Sunday, May 08, 2005

Am I evil?

Ok, so the last post was about the beautiful flowers Wes sent me and how sweet and great that was. This post is about this guy I know here in Madison I want to nail. Does that make me evil? I actually wrote about him back in March, but the situation seemed hopeless at the time. Things have changed. Although, it wouldn't be a relationship, at least not the type Wes wants with me. This other guy is a colleague, but due to situations is leaving at the end of the summer. There's definately an attraction there but it would be a totally casual thing. I'm not going to have sex with Wes, because it's a long distance thing, and I know he's still having sex with other people. It would be too difficult for me to be in an open "committed relationship." So, what do I do? This other guy knows about Wes. Wes doesn't know about anything. Like I told a friend last night, "If Wes can't keep his dick in his pants, why should I keep other people's dicks out of mine?"

A little help here!

1 comment:

Queen of Ass said...

That's not really going to solve anything for you, and it sounds like you'd be feeling pretty guilty about it (or that you already do because of the thought). You don't have to answer to Wes. You have to answer to yourself. Would you be happy with yourself? Would you respect yourself afterwards? Trust your gut. Do what you know will work for YOU.